Mine Are Green.

It's weird.

Emotions, I tell you.

One day, you feel cool and the other day you are singing Taylor's Country Songs.

But the most complex emotion I see is Jealousy.

WHY?                                   

Many times the scenario is like you did something to someone and now you are on fire  'cause that someone is with other somebody. Ain't it more easy to find a way to go to Jupiter and settle there.

It feels awkward to talk to a person after a long gap of unsaid differences but it feels so right to make that person stay away from anybody who's not you. Damn hypocrites.

Jealousy can be like anything.

Why her, not me?

Why he is the one, not me?

Why those pretty eyes like marbles not mine?

Why that sculpted body not mine?

Why those late night laughs not ours, but yours n hers?

Why those secret language not ours, but yours n hers?

A person (supposedly XYZ) doesn't belong to you, but you feel that XYZ has to be the happiest with you only. Others should be just happy, you are XYZ's happiest.

Such a cute dreamy and imaginary world you live in, where you do speak out the irrational happenings of your hormones and where you don't get jealous 'cause in the imaginary world... XYZ is with you. And even if XYZ is not yours, no stalking and no getting pinched just 'cause your XYZ did move on without you

The worst part about emotion like jealousy is you get confused that why you even felt that way. Is it him? Or the girl who's wooing him? Or you, trying to find a common point in 

"should be" and "it is" ?

Too Many thoughts, Not a way to express

Too many feelings, Not getting less.

The monster is green eyed and yes, you are so green now. Greener than the newly grown grass and deeper than the undiscovered depths.