Mine Are Green.

It's weird.

Emotions, I tell you.

One day, you feel cool and the other day you are singing Taylor's Country Songs.

But the most complex emotion I see is Jealousy.

WHY?                                   

Many times the scenario is like you did something to someone and now you are on fire  'cause that someone is with other somebody. Ain't it more easy to find a way to go to Jupiter and settle there.

It feels awkward to talk to a person after a long gap of unsaid differences but it feels so right to make that person stay away from anybody who's not you. Damn hypocrites.

Jealousy can be like anything.

Why her, not me?

Why he is the one, not me?

Why those pretty eyes like marbles not mine?

Why that sculpted body not mine?

Why those late night laughs not ours, but yours n hers?

Why those secret language not ours, but yours n hers?

A person (supposedly XYZ) doesn't belong to you, but you feel that XYZ has to be the happiest with you only. Others should be just happy, you are XYZ's happiest.

Such a cute dreamy and imaginary world you live in, where you do speak out the irrational happenings of your hormones and where you don't get jealous 'cause in the imaginary world... XYZ is with you. And even if XYZ is not yours, no stalking and no getting pinched just 'cause your XYZ did move on without you

The worst part about emotion like jealousy is you get confused that why you even felt that way. Is it him? Or the girl who's wooing him? Or you, trying to find a common point in 

"should be" and "it is" ?

Too Many thoughts, Not a way to express

Too many feelings, Not getting less.

The monster is green eyed and yes, you are so green now. Greener than the newly grown grass and deeper than the undiscovered depths.

 

H E L L O from the other side.

So, This is a short one, 'cause I have some utterly amazing n splendid exams waiting for a moment to screw me the f up. (They ain't gonna win, I am a damn strong player).
 

Hey March.

 

How are you? I just heard You ain't doing well. You are upset because of all the screaming you are hearing 'cause of the fact that You are the Exam Season. No, it's not semi winter season or semi summer season, It's testing season. Exams, Tests, Weekly testing, Vivas, Project Submissions, gosh ain't this a nightmare for a student.

I feel You March. When I was the class monitor back in grade ninth I guess, I was used as a preliminary testing tool by the teachers and I knew the annoyance the students had for me.

I know, people around blame you for so much more, like they blame you for 'changes'. April is going to be like the new year. Every one is looking forward to April (I know you are jealous of her) and even though you are treated like the year end, you are not celebrated like December gets all the love. But don't worry, you know why, 'cause the right ones love you. They know change is inevitable and it can be awesome and they thank you for preparing them for it. You are their last beloved memory of their comfort zone. You are like the actual work in action. The ones who are brave, confident and aspiring, they treat you with much care 'cause you are delicate. You shape the 'changes' they are going to incur. They know the importance of grinding they need to put in you so that the coming friends (months) of yours are friendly to them too. So, you know, you are like the best inspiration, only if you understood this - People hate you. Some are scared, some are frustrated, some may give up on you but the right ones do love you the most. And you know what, they are the ones who matter.

P.S (I love you, still) You can be a bit sweet on us though (:P). I mean I totally understand that you need to be harsh for our betterment but still you can gift us with a scoop of ice cream on your hot chocolate lava...

One of your lovers,

The Little Geek.

T A M A S H A

Hi.

So why are You reading this?

Well probably you are a friend and you are fulfilling the duties of being a good friend by reading this so that when I meet you next you can compliment me and make me feel special (oops I just said it out loud). Or maybe you actually like what all stupid things I write. eeeee.

Okay. One Stupid question people ask me is why you read so much of novels and fiction. Well I always had the answer in myself but never had the appropriate words. I just found them, in a novel, "I crave the escape that fiction provides"  Damn !

Now I want you to look that the questions... Why you like her? Why you eatin' that junk? Why are you wearing that thing? Why is your hair in that do? (:P) Why is it the way it is?

Did you get it?

It is WHY.

I am going to pick up this topic from the recent movie Tamasha where the cutest Ranbir did a monologue where he very finely described the scenario of the world being a rat race. No, the movie is not 3 Idiots part 2, It is Tamasha.

Well, this post is going to sound like a review...so what !

Many people didn't like the film, umm actually they didn't get it. According to them, films are mere entertainment and if any film tries to capture the reality, boooo, that film must not get hit (c'mon we are hypocrites, right?). Comin back to the question, WHY. There was this other scene in the movie where a guy asked cutest Ranbir that how he is doing and cutest Ranbir retorts by telling him every single problem of his life, Finally the guy says, "I don't care", to which cutest Ranbir replied,"Then why d'hell you asked at first?"

I know, formalities and all. We are taught to live in a certain order, behave a particular way in public, speak in a specific tone with others etc etc. But Why?

Well, I have observed that people unknowingly do so random stuff that when asked why they are doing so, they are like,"That's how it happens. The society way." #notcool.

Again coming back to Why. You know every answer you have ever needed lies in the question 'Why'.

A friend of mine was in a dilemma regarding his career stuff. He kept on asking questions and questions. I finally, so fed up, with much anger said,"Turn by turn note all your options and then write against each option WHY do you want to do that particular thing. Wherever you ll get the answer that it makes you happy, do it. Was it that much of a rocket science? Get the Control of your life, duh."

Okay. Wasn't it easy?

We all have a very special talent and that talent is making every f thing complicated. We add so many emotions, thoughts, questions, society to every thing; whereas we just need to add a WHY.

Why you like her? Cause I do, She makes me happy.

Why do you want to become a philanthropist? Cause I want to be, it makes me happy.

Why do you want to keep a cat? Cause i want to.

Simple.

(Though, lemme warn you, if the answer of your WHY is something materialistic, whoa, then you need to think more of what happiness is. You may want to(need to) read some books by The Dalai Lama or The Buddha. You ll know, what ACTUALLY matters. Just do what actually matters, to You )

#iambeautiful